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It’s time to shift focus, isn’t it? I mean, all these “bad” things, they are utterly endless, and once attention is triggered by them, there seems to be no way out. I’m gonna ignore the tinnitus, the addiction to videogames, procrastination, and whatever else makes me annoyed and befuddled. I simply leave it outside of my concern. Wasn’t it a motivational diary in the first place? I’m doing well with exercises, my relationships with A gets better, I have a genuine desire to learn and grow psychologically and physiologically, I have a lot of energy, I have self-discipline, stable attention, highly developed memory and imagination. I can write excellent texts, I can do so many outstanding things. I came back to running, I’m using English again and have more than plenty of time to work on it. C’mon! What’s the point of being unhappy? Am I upset with my own inability to make A develop a sort of natural interest towards my “philosophy”? Do I worry about her neither discussing with me “big” questions nor taking me seriously as a writer and philosopher? All this is so damn petty. Have I lost the belief in myself because A doesn’t believe in me? Ha, ha. No. It was just a halt. Now, let’s move on!
1. Daily writing.
2. Exercises.
3. Focus on progress.
4. No excuses.
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